Misplaced Motivation

I have no idea what my problem is. Well, okay, I do - I'm lazy. I only have one more week of class left, meaning assignments, assignments, and more assignments; and this is the most I've ever slacked off. Where did my motivation go? I think it left me behind right when I arrived in Sweden. Last semester I had LOADS of work to do. LOADS of errands to run, and LOADS (not really) of people to see before leaving the country. Since I've been in Stockholm, nothing's really keeping me as busy. I have massive amounts of free time to do shit all. And I've been using those massive amounts of time to do just that! And there's the problem. Too much free time to feel pressured to do work. It's ironic how I have to live my life either being extremely busy, or being extremely lazy. There's no balance for me! When I'm really busy, I want to have a lazy life. When I have a lazy life (like now), I want to be busy. Well wait, that makes no sense because although I'm being lazy, I DO have things to do.. I just don't want to do it. I don't know what I'm talking about. It's come to a point where my brain has been unstimulated for way too long so now it's confused. I'm confused. I think writing up this entry is making me realize even further (if that's even possible) of how ridiculous it is that I'm wasting so much time doing pointless things. Yeah.. I think I'll go do my work now. Good on ya, blog, for giving me back my motivation!

Ps. I don't know what just happened.